I am truly thankful for having you in my life.
Kung gusto nila ko isali, isasali nila ko. Kung gusto nila kong makasama, gagawa sila ng paraan. Ganun nga ba? O ako yung dapat na nag-aadjust para sa kanila? Kagustuhan ba nila to o kagustuhan ko?
Sanay na. Never ko naman naramdaman sa kanilang isa ko sa kanila. Ako lang naman yung nagpupumilit makisali sa kanila. Maybe deserve ko talaga tong ganito. Yung laging iniiwan mag-isa. Yung hinahayaan mag-isa. Dahil alam kong never akong magiging isa sa kanila. Nakakasawa na din. Pota. Nagiging lost and found na nga lang ako minsan. Pag wala si ganito o ganyan, sakin hahanapin. Pag may kailangan sakin, sakin lalapit. Pero pag happy happy, di ako kasali. Pag ganito ganyan, hindi ako kasali. Pag lang may mapapakinabangan sakin, dun lang lalapit.
Ang hirap simulan ng araw ng malungot ka. Nakakawalang gana.
"No," she said, sidelong glancing, "you look…"
"Unsettling?" he asked.
She laughed and nodded.
"Unsettling, how?” he asked her
She kissed him with tongue. On the bus.
Letters for my body parts.
Dear Eyes, Sorry for making you cry. Sorry for the things you saw. Sorry for the painful moments that is visible to you. Sorry for some nights that I cannot let you close and rest. Sorry for over-using you during midnights.
Dear Mouth, Sorry for letting you smile when it is not really what you want to do. Sorry for making you say things which are not true. Sorry for using you to make other people see that I’m okay. Sorry for shutting you up when in times that I need to say something but I can’t.
Dear Heart, Sorry for being broken. Sorry for loving someone who is not worth it. Sorry for the damage that I’ve done. Sorry for not taking care of you. Sorry for all the pain. Sorry for the lost. Sorry for being miserable.
Dear Mind, Sorry for being so stupid. Sorry for being so careless. Sorry because I don’t listen to you. Thank you for the warnings and things to remember. You were right. I wished I listened to you.